The secret journal of the late Cristina Deleanu, discovered by her husband three months after her death: “I was reading and crying”

Almost three months after the death of actress Cristina Deleanu, her husband, actor Eugen Cristea, made an emotional discovery: a journal in which the artist had written his thoughts and emotions. The notebook, received in a gift a few years ago from a friend from Mexico, had been forgotten among things.

Cristina Deleanu spoke passionately about the theater, in the tabs of the journal. Photo: Archive

“Cristina had received, 3-4 years ago, a superb notebook. She had been brought by a friend, just from Mexico. Take my wife that it would be nice if she could note her thoughts. I had completely forgotten about him. But now a few evenings, I found this journal, there are about 20 pages, but I have a very good style, delight. I was very excited. I was reading and crying. I also found a title at this journal, “thoughts beyond”. Her memories, her thoughts, are disturbing, excited me to tears ”, Eugen Cristea told, exclusively for Click!

In the pages of the journal, Cristina Deleanu speaks with passion about the theater that marked her life:

“My exercise to spread words has taken a break a little big and, if you leave it, leave you. Like the theater. Oho, the theater, if you forget it for a moment, you will turn your back. But you know how? How much would you say Gong! He is a very demanding and suspicious person. You met with him, you went to him, you became honest, with your soul on the tray, sometimes you even ask you “to take his tray”, on stage, with the mind of promises, with your body and power given to him, accept you with, extend your hand and suddenly disappear. Sometimes you disappear without your will, many bad or unnatural things occur in circumstances not determined, but you may even have to disappear. Well, then you are … What do you do with yourself so that your authoritarian and inert friend somehow do not believe that, from cowardice, you give him an unrequited blow? “, He wrote the regretted actress in the journal.

The journal will be published in a weekly series, at the initiative of the presenter Marina Almășan, a close friend of the couple. “I had a huge surprise, discovering not only an extraordinary count, but also a man of a depth of absolutely remarkable thinking. That brought us closer to us,” Almășan said.

Eugen Cristea confesses that these notes are “A gift to all those who loved it,” but also a proof of the special man he had with.